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I am a slave. I've not always been one, but my deep-rooted desire to become a slave, did exist already since my late teens. It has taken some time since till I got experienced enough in the SM-scene as a bottom to find the courage to get myself turned from a sub into a slave. And, of course, it did take some time after that to find the right Master to own me. To make clear what I mean: to my opinion there is a big difference between a bottom and a slave. A bottom is just acting in a submissive role during a sexual SM-play within a limited amount of time, serving a Dominant sexually with the possibility to end all when he gets bored of it. A slave on the other hand is not acting temporarily as a submissive in a state of sexual arousal, but is feeling himself a slave all the time. Being a slave is not just an issue of external behaviour, but of an internal mindset. Being a slave is the marrow of your personality. | I am a slave. I've not always been one, but my deep-rooted desire to become a slave, did exist already since my late teens. It has taken some time since till I got experienced enough in the SM-scene as a bottom to find the courage to get myself turned from a sub into a slave. And, of course, it did take some time after that to find the right Master to own me. To make clear what I mean: to my opinion there is a big difference between a bottom and a slave. A bottom is just acting in a submissive role during a sexual SM-play within a limited amount of time, serving a Dominant sexually with the possibility to end all when he gets bored of it. A slave on the other hand is not acting temporarily as a submissive in a state of sexual arousal, but is feeling himself a slave all the time. Being a slave is not just an issue of external behaviour, but of an internal mindset. Being a slave is the marrow of your personality. | ||
− | I will start to present my second life as a slave by the way of a kind of posters showing me with appropriate | + | I will start to present my second life as a slave by the way of a kind of posters showing me with appropriate comments and commands |
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Ben Hur's experience of being a slave
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I am a slave. I've not always been one, but my deep-rooted desire to become a slave, did exist already since my late teens. It has taken some time since till I got experienced enough in the SM-scene as a bottom to find the courage to get myself turned from a sub into a slave. And, of course, it did take some time after that to find the right Master to own me. To make clear what I mean: to my opinion there is a big difference between a bottom and a slave. A bottom is just acting in a submissive role during a sexual SM-play within a limited amount of time, serving a Dominant sexually with the possibility to end all when he gets bored of it. A slave on the other hand is not acting temporarily as a submissive in a state of sexual arousal, but is feeling himself a slave all the time. Being a slave is not just an issue of external behaviour, but of an internal mindset. Being a slave is the marrow of your personality.
I will start to present my second life as a slave by the way of a kind of posters showing me with appropriate comments and commands