Slave - Personal Experiences - BenHur

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BEN HURS EXPERIENCE OF BEING A SLAVE

I am a slave. I've not always been one, but my deep-rooted desire to become a slave, did exist already since my late teens. It has taken some time since till I got experienced enough in the SM-scene to find the courage to get myself turned from a sub into a slave. And, of course, it did take some time after that to find the right Master to own me. To make clear what I mean: to my opinion there is a big difference between a sub and a slave. A sub is just acting his role during a sexual SM-play within a limited amount of time, and with the possibility to end all when he gets bored of it. A slave on the other hand is not just acting temporarily as a submissive in a state of sexual arousal, but is feeling himself a slave all the time. Being a slave is not just an issue of external behaviour, but of an internal mindset. It is the marrow of his personality.